BoyZone

thingsssssssssssssssssss.
so many things.
god drunk tonight on my own..
and umm.. there were so many things to say.
fuck my internal monologue.
fuck my short-term memory.
just give me some fucking pot so i can sleep god damnit.

Just cut all of Casey's hair off!


Before and Afters under the cut!
( Picture heavy )

All Photos by the wonderful Ana.

last night i dreamt i was a magician.
i turned a slug into a doona whilst being taught how to use magic.

is it a conclusion that you have to come too about yourself that "no, I am not a rapist, or a murderer(, or anything else that can be defined)."
Is it the people that don't think about these things that are the worst culprits? Although i do guess that there will always be people that say "that's exactly what I want to be."

Anyway.i need to sleep now.

intense game of monopoly!
not feeling quite so sick annymore..
and uhh..
i should be getting a half oz of weed tomorrow.. -_- i didnt look for it it just arrived =P

mmm.. yesterday/last night/early this morning was nice.. fair day.. speed, pills, (no alcohol!), someone gave me 12 dexies.. drag shows, hanging out with drag queens snorting speed in bed and talking all night.. nice =]
feel a little funny today though but i made myself have a little sleep! also smoked some pot -_-
now it's time for work all weeeekkkk yayyyyy!
plus. i must remind myself to take pills when im not out because i never have as much fun on them out as i do at home... -_-

it's my birthday in 1hr 20m
woooshshshshjshshjshsh
my dad has a nice girlfriend, i met her for the first time tonight.. =]
umm... i'm working 9-9 (tomorrow) on my birthday.. and then doing nothing..
actually the new little girl at work said she would bring me a present..
probably a few grams of rock and some pills! which would be pretty rad!
she said she wanted to keep me up for a few days.. hehe.
honestly i dont know how i ever paid so much for drugs in the past.. i especially like getting them for free which is easy enough these days too!
the only difference is that i dont do drugs as often anymore?
how odd.
happy days!
fuck it.
im going to bed now.

ugh. how do i do this again =/
it's easier in my dreams..

i have a crush on someone i know i could love forever and be with the rest of my life..
problem being i doubt she would ever actually be with me..
*sigh*

blahhhh
3 days of really heavy consistent drinking=nlaghsufghdfgyerjUJdiooosadj'

saturday: work 8am-5:30pm then 8pm-8am tarsh's 40th (for some reason literally everytime i turned around a different person had bought me a fresh drink).. i also knocked off an 8-ball of speed and i was still tired at 8am.. god damnit.
sunday: sleep 9am-1pm then pick up brendan and drive to Martin for Caseys 21st. drank consistently from 3pm-12am.. i also passed up on going to bed with someone(who i actually find ridiculously cute) just to spend an extra hour or so with Brendan ^_^ (it was worth it). we also cooked a whole lamb and i saw a mass of people just turn into complete carnivores.. it was cool. (also delicious!)
monday: rest&recover 10am-5pm then dad came over and we went to the pub at 6pm.. we drank more than our fair share of jugs and chatted and whatnot until about 10:45pm when they decided to start clearing up around us.. also smoked wayyyy too many cigarettes.

currently: it's 2am and im sleepy and i've got like 12 hours of work tomorrow and then i want to see brendan off at the airport at midnight..

coco is snoring.
sleep now.
good, good plan.

so i've had a brief descent into insanity.
it wasn't all that bad.
aside the constant streaming of voices in my head.. which was kind've cool anyway.
maybe it'll return.
who knows.
all i know is that i'm not the same person i was a week ago.
i think and feel differently.
change can be an interesting thing.

i was in the weirdest mood tonight..
also reckless and needing violent escape. //\
but then i just smoked a joint and it all feels better again.. mind you i havnt smoked weed in like 2 weeks (quite good)
ahhhh-
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also a lovely night as well!
went to Ana and Casey's house.. Ellen was there!
Ana cooked us delicious dinner.. I cut Casey's hair!
We came to the conclusion that it's fucking awesome.
I modelled it after one of Howl's hairdo's from Howl's Moving Castle.. Oddly enough it also reminds us of Noel Fielding.
Laaaaaa

i did my tax at 5:30am this morning..
lordy i suppose i should sleep i havnt done it in a few days..

laaaaaa
so today i helped out at the emporia sale that was held in our salon.. boxes and boxes of old stock (as young as last season).. so i helped out all day without them actually asking me.. it was more just because they were beautiful people.
BUT.
i got $2570 worth of clothes for my mum and i.. totalling $175 (including a shirt they gave me for free).. plus they're taking me out for dinner..
but fuck. one of these shirts was like $620! fuck it's beautiful.
that is all.

what a lovely night!
mm. nothing out of the ordinary (apart from pills)
just good friends, music, talking, smoking and all that jazz.

drunk!
two nights in a rowwwwwwwww

last night was some hairdressing thing.. and i fucking hate hairdressers and the only way i can deal with them is by being completely trashed or drunk.. so we were there for 1 1/2 hours last night and luckily there was free alcohol.. i had 8-9 drinks in that short period so i was rather agreeable last night.

and tonight i went out with family for dinner because my sister is flying back to melbourneeeeeeee.
pub, then dinner..
my dad and i drank a jug in about 10 minutes and then went to the bottleshop before going to the restaurant for dinner and drank heaps moree!
ugh. not alcoholics.
we also talked about how terrible my sister and my lives were growing up and all the bad things our parents used to do (also good things)
and how i have a great memory.. especially of the time my sister threatened me with a giant butcher knife when i was like 8 or 9 when my parents were out... (apparently there was a few years where they were scared to leave us two alone for FEAR of us killing each other)... realising all this i am no longer sure if i want kids anymore -_- (actually i still do because my kids will be awesome)



l;alalala.
burning dvd's of anime for verity for tomorrow on our lunch breaks because she is ruvree!
that is paul.
time to roll a joinyyyyyyytttt (with the very last of my weed) -_-"

i made poached eggs for the first time in my life today!
they wernt made very well..
but they were delicious and edible!
okay so maybe i should start learning how to cook -_-"

edit! I have come to the conclusion that the reason my eggs wern't as good is because the eggs needed to be fresher! (thanks internet)

blahsatgehgnssd it's been so long!
um things.

i went on a date last night.
it was lovely.
dinner,coffee,drinks,lack of sleep.
then we woke up at like 6:30am for some god forsaken reason..
got ready, left the house at 7:30am! (BUH?!)
im never awake at that time..
had coffee.. had more coffee..
went to work, introduced my boss to soo.
worked from 9am-9:25pm without sitting down!
had some awesome clients in! it was lovely.
i gave(yes. gave) a stick(oh noes! drugs!) to my last client tonight for her husband because she was so nice and entertained me! ^_^
Tarsh and i were very upset and sleepy and all we wanted today was a few giant lines.. we lost our minds anyway and starting talking absolute shit for a good few hours.. it was nice!

uhmmhmhmmhhmhmmmmmm. oh mel and mark (wheels & dollbaby) came in yesterday and told us they're opening a store at the end of august on king st which is rad because we're doing the opening party! ^_^
this time i'll make sure i have plenty of drugs so i dont end up in the situation i was in last time we did things for them... (not pretty)

ahuhummmmmmmmm
thingsd.
im so freakin tired.

okok.
imo go roll a joint, watch the lion king and then snooze.

edit. oh and i stole some shampoo today because i ran out.
i dont plan on returning it. (it might be difficult)

ayyy
i made rachael bid on cowboy boots for me at work the other day.
i won!
now to pay.
more like gay.

ughhhh.!
guess who feels like trash?
last night was fun!
went to connies... didnt pay for any drinks.. (and i was riotously drunk by the end of the night)
matthew, katherine and giselle (& one or two other assorted people) all bought me all of my drinks..
although i somehow managed to mix champagne and scotch&dry so i felt terribly ill today...
i also made out(read: got face raped) with a really attractive thirty year old mother of two against the bar...
ummm.. no sleep that night.. still terribly drunk at work all day today..
suffered on.
had a 10 minute nap after work on the couch..
then Andjelka & Tobey came... Matthew did the most amazing makeup&hair&outfit...
Tobey took some fucking astounding photos...
We drank 3 bottles of $100 french champagne...
blahblahblahhhhhhhh
then tobey dropped me home!
too stinky/eh to do anything..
now im posting bad livejournal posts.
HOW EXCITING.

love jeremy.



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Question... Have another line or go to sleep?